Divine Timing

5.21.2012



The Idea of divine timing gives us a great feeling in understanding our lives; though can it become resistance to moving?  For me it did and I discovered that I could come up with a thousand excuses not to start blogging and then I decided movement IS the higher road!  SO I start with the shifts and movement in the space I am holding now!  We celebrated this last weekend my niece’s second birthday which is also the second birthday of a big shift for me.  

My niece KaiKoura came early which was expected with her Taurus energy : ) though what I did not expect was the shift and changes her entering this life would bring for us all and me incredibly.  The night KaiKoura was born I flew in from Phoenix to Orange County for her birth and on the plane ride I knew my marriage was over.  As the plane lifted off the runway I knew when I arrived home I had to speak my truth and move forward from the space I was currently holding in my marriage. 

The birth of a girl in our family made me rise to the truth that the marriage I was in was unhealthy for us all.  Including KaiKoura… If I did not hold a space for myself of honor and worth how I wondered can the next generation rise to honor themselves?  You will hear many quote “do as I say not as I do”… Well I decided the night she was born I AM going to do as I say!

Perhaps the space we hold for our children creates their worth and their ideals of what to tolerate and accept.   So I stood up… I decided I would be an example of what my worth is and give KaiKoura not only the words of what I desire my truth to be.  So we celebrate the second year of life for KaiKoura and I celebrate my strength to honor myself and my truth. 

May we all stand in our truth and hold space for the life we desire.  My Love and Blessings to you!